I wish i could change myself. Have a different personality. Because who i am is not who i want to be. I don't want to be afraid to be in a relationship. I don't want to be afraid of taking chances. I'm sick of being afraid of everything. I feel like I'm in a freaking bubble and it just doesn't pop. I hate when i have those really high points once every other month and i feel like i can do everything and anything. I feel really infinite at that moment but then it goes away for awhile. I hate it so much. I feel like I'm a really weird person and I'm hiding from who i really am. I guess i can never be happy? I feel alone like no one could possibly understand my thoughts or feelings. I mean who could blame ya? I'm a very peculiar person.
once again this wasn't worth your time.
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