I'm probably not going to write in here for a longggggg time. i think i'm going to make another one though, but it's only going to be of my writing. like stories, poems or whatever i write. i think it would be more interesting then this. seriously.

I WANT TO GO TO BOSTON.



i don't know why but i've been having that feeling you get when you want to experience something new for a while. I need a break from this town and these faces. I need something new and something i haven't seen before. I need to experience a different town with different faces.

I’m starting to crave new beginnings

brighter memories, and

happy endings...









I crave change.

I always push people away. Because if i let myself get attached to them then i will only get my hopes up and i'll eventually get hurt. That's how it goes usually. But what happens when the person you tried to push away wouldn't freaking go anywhere?

Marry me Juliet, You'll never have to be alone...

I wish i could change myself. Have a different personality. Because who i am is not who i want to be. I don't want to be afraid to be in a relationship. I don't want to be afraid of taking chances. I'm sick of being afraid of everything. I feel like I'm in a freaking bubble and it just doesn't pop. I hate when i have those really high points once every other month and i feel like i can do everything and anything. I feel really infinite at that moment but then it goes away for awhile. I hate it so much. I feel like I'm a really weird person and I'm hiding from who i really am. I guess i can never be happy? I feel alone like no one could possibly understand my thoughts or feelings. I mean who could blame ya? I'm a very peculiar person.


once again this wasn't worth your time.